astaghfirullah al azim... knpe ak ni... i;m serious that i'm not in a mood to talk.. silence,,, n keep silent... ak xtaw npe... ari ak cm ade xlngkp je... ase nk hangin je spnjng ari... n dlm ni... npk ketidaksamarataan nye... lynn xsme.. hem.. i know.. ak xsekepala ngn dy... ntah la.. sjk ari tu.. ak ase mcm mlas nk rpt ngn dy... i dont know why.. aku terase sgt... ble trngt blik waktu try2 shawl dlu.. lg wat aty ak kcik... sekcik2nye.. hem... ya allah... tiupkn lah api kemarahan ini... sesungguhnya.. ak tiada tmpt mngdu slain diri Mu... buang kn rumour ni.. ak xnk.. :(
pastu..arini... ak trpkse pkak kn tlinga.. dnga dorg ktawe.. nk tgk jgk.. tp... hem.. xajak.. :( xpela,, ak pon ade kje tyme tu.. *pkir positif lin.. :) then kne bbel ngn rumate pasal ak xbls chat dy... ya allah.. tlg la phm.. ak ni bkn yg asyik mnghdap fb je.. ak bkk slide kot td... mne nk perasan sume tu.. :( jgn la marah sy... da lah fb tu... xnaik bnyi da... kalo kte da bkk full conversation tu..
then,, arini,,, dy kuar ngn parent dy.. u know.. he tweet something that make me upset.. hem.. mybe adiah tu xckup bg ape2 mkne dlm hdup dy lgi kot.. xpela.. btol jgk tu.. hdiah dri parent lbih bermkne.. tp.. aku sdey... aku ase... i dont need to hope anything from him la.. :'( since dy pon xnpk smngt nk mlyn ak... hem... fine awok... sy akn cbe trme knytaan tu.. someday i will be strong enough to live that one but both of us.. huhu..
tp yg wat ak tersnyum arini.. my mum kol.. we talk about house,,, i'm so exciting to hear that.. :)
n mulut ak ni plak lju je kte ak nk nsi myk n aym msk merah.. ya allah.. sdapny.. i now... actually i;m not in a mood of stdy.. i'm just wanna cry.. but i dont know what for?? :o
dy xperasan sume tweet aku.... fine... kbai.. nk tngkn diri ini...
smge ari esok mmbwa sinar.. :)
ok... sblom ak publish... dy ade tweet aku.. yeay!! :P
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